- me: i'm sorry, it's just it's been a bad day
- me: of a tough week
- me: of a bad month
- me: of a terrible year
- me: of a dreadful existence
64178) I’d like to be one of that skinny girls that can go out for dinner with friends without feel guilty, but if I eat in public I feel like a monster and it’s like everybody knows what I feel about my body and they’re staring at me because they are thinking that I’m fat and I don’t deserve to be skinny cause I’m an horrible person.
64179) Some days I want to eat three meals and maybe a snack or two and wear cute clothes and feel okay, but then others I just want to hide under sweaters and sweatshirts and not have a bite to eat. that’s the worst part of it all; the inconsistency makes it hard to admit that I have any sort of problem.